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[ Day 014 ] 2017 Batangas Earthquake - Experience

Thursday, April 27, 2017

( image taken after the twin earthquake of April 8th was finished )

Not merely a week since my grandmother's passing, an unwanted event hit our province.

It was the 4th night of April when the earthquake suddenly wake it's sleeping quarters. Opposite to my brother who he was already sleeping, I was just about to. It is something you cannot forget so easily. The ground was shaking for atleast under a minute and my brother rushed to my room , convincingly moved to get out of the house that night. I was pleased to see him apply the duck, cover and hold system, but my growing concern at that time was the house doors still locked. After seeing his face in discomfort, hiding under the kitchen's table, I didnt managed to do the drill and unlocked the doors for our exit.

Our parents who were sleeping as usual at the nipa hut, atleast three meters away from the house, came to aid when I began to call my mum with the alarming incident. Outside, I saw the transmission lines dancing in glee, while my parents are just beginning to make their way to the open grounds.

This had happened under only a minute. 

After some minutes to replenish our frustration, we opened the TV and watched for probable tsunami warning and announcements. I also checked my facebook account and everyone was saying the same experience, including the people who lives 3 hours away from the province. News then came in with our province as the epicenter to date.

One jeep and a boat away to vehicle to the prior epicenter.

Hours had passed, with the seemingly long night drying our energy out, returned to our room still feeling the afterschocks. It continued till morning, caused my brother not to sleep. School activities were cancelled and government officials gathered the damage on other infrastructures.

No major damaged results were enough to keep the citizens untroubled. Most of my relatives, a minute walk for a child to see the waters of the sea, packed their necessities and decided to move onto higher grounds. This lasted until the half week of April.

With no room for us to breathe in unwary, the afterschocks continued still. 4 days later around 3pm, April 8, 2017, two successive earthquake hit us again.

First earthquake, was Im about to take a bath when it happened. I stumbled entering the room thinking I was just weary, but the noise from our appliances made me gain my senses back. At that time, only me and my mum was at home, my brother went to play basketball and my father who was working at a private construction company. My mum tremble in fear, caught off-guard as she tries to save the television from falling. I could not let her away from my sight so I stayed , waiting for her to finish the job . I was pissed at that time, as she made her time under that matter. My mum and I rushed outside. Few minutes passed, sitting at the chair steps away from the house gate and my mum checking for the damages inside, the second earthquake swarmed everything away

When we reached the street, we heard something fell from our house, thinking it was the chandelier. Under that event , I saw every family , mother's hugging their children and staying away from possible falling object. My neighbor whom was inside of her store, as she squealed in plea for her God, rushed to her house gates leaving her adopted children inside the house. I know it wasnt the proper time to laugh , hid my unmannered feelings as she approached us. The children then, whom she said were sleeping , managed to get their way outside too. We saw how everything move , it was crazy! life changing moment! , while the concerns for the tsunami also arises. 

Under an hour, our family was complete and waited for official annoucements. Sometimes, there will be a point in your life that buying a calamity necessity will definitely come in handy. Radio always come in handy, moreover if it is a radio and a flashlight at the same time. Haha~ Anyways.

Taken by the great damage my relatives decided to take refuge on our house that night, two nights to be exact. I wish my lola/granma was able to witness this, but thankfully enough not for her to experience. The streets that day was filled as if you were attending some barangay fiesta. One can immediately feel the camaraderie and of what it takes to be a family. I was happy they were safe, while hearing their stories you can relate on.

People were shaken but unshakeable. People were broken but unbreakable.
and if ever it will happen again, Batanguenos REMAINS stronger.

[ PoTD ] Silence that kills.

[PoTD] Lamenting the Dead

Sunday, April 2, 2017

It rained heavily as we walked a distance, as if the heavens cried for those who couldnt. I wonder if you'll be okay, or will you be dancing together with him. I wouldnt be answered cause you are there, and I am here. I want to hug you, I want to be happy with you. I wished we could.
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Day 013 : Lamenting the Dead

Thursday, March 30, 2017

The last conversation I had with you was , telling me " Bakit si Ate Brigette lang nagmamano sayo? Bakit sina Ate Shella , Ate Beng hinde? " whom was asked to you by Nene. You replied her with " Kasi sa malayo sya nakatira, sila dito lang "

I was embarassed by that time, since I only started it out when Lolo got bedridden and eventually the habit of Mano Po seemingly became normal to me.

Weekend passed by and you suddenly got sick.
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Day 1, when mama asked me to go to your house to feed you because you wouldnt eat. I thought it was just a small matter, but the time I went there - you squealed " Inay! Aray Inay ". I thought to myself, " Ah, she wants to die " I couldnt touched you, I became fragile, I know you'll wither away.

Day 2, After they decided to bring you to the hospital, learnt you werent doing good. That morning I prayed to god, if she's willing to give up her life, then I would like him to do it quick.

 Day 3, It finally sunk into me, how grave your situation was. I learnt how great it is to have a big family and when it is not, I prayed and taken back all I've said before. I told god , atleast let her live until graduation... Let her attend me got married, and Heart get into highschool.. wish he'll add more years, add more, cause I can do more.. I can atleast make her happy. I do believe in the possiblity of reincarnation and if ever it is, then I cant be her granddaughter anymore. I want that thing to remain. I love her.

Day 4, Mum returned home, she looked very weary , said your lips turned violet and you had to be rushed to provincial hospital.. That afternoon, she said you'll return home by tomorrow. I said to myself " Ah. She's good as dead " with all the silent treatment Im getting from my mum, I was confident. 

You returned home, I was asked to go and see you, you looked skinned, thinner than I last saw you. I was scared, but I held your hand, you were burning up. I brushed my fingers instead of letting you hear my voice. I thought " There's no way she'll die, she's still warm "

Day 5, At 2pm, I still have managed to pray, crying and hoping you wont let go. I was pained, whenever I hear the home phone rings. By any time, one will confirmed you dead. I was right. Said you died around 3 pm. 

Day xx , Your parish friend approached me, asked how you were doing. I told her you passed away. I wonder what kind of face I was making when I was talking with her. That night , I still cant have the courage to face you, , and to face no weekend mornings to atleast visit you.. 
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Dear family,
Allow me to hate you when you were with her instead of me. 
Allow me to hate you, when you say " Thank you so much with all the things you've done" instead of " I am sorry that I could do much better, treat you much better and listen to you much better " Allow me to hate you, when she brings you food, when she dines with you, when she sleeps with you, and all the things I could felt sorry for, because I wasnt with her. Allow me to pass the hate with all the remaing love I should have had for her.


#FINISHEDWATCHING 007 : Resident Evil - The Final Chapter

Sunday, March 26, 2017

 The franchise was unexpectally good, with the backstory opened for the realm. Well, if I were to judge , it was rather a simple story prolonged with same patterns for the movie (which is it was known for). The main protagonist, Alice, have to retrieve a cure for T-virus inside the Umbrella Corps' hideout which is located at Racoon City under time pressure. The source for the news, however was the Red Queen whom she have been hiding and fighting for years. Original source of information was later revealed at the half of the story. Claire, who somewhats resemble a strong aura like Alice but more feminined , was present in the movie and added a sense of familiarity for the long sequeled movie. 

---     The trial by fire before and after reaching the city stills an avant-garde performances and situations. Executing villians in the movie was rather unpleasant, Wesker , for me, acted like a decoration for me. He didnt do anything, except maintained a directive talking until he is dead. Paul Anderson, liven the role as a high-maintained villian, if that was the goal given between the two then I could say the movie with them is effective, and moving. Additional characters for them to die didnt leave much of an impact. The same setting used impact on lesser value, but the one I am able to appreaciate is the hideout for the remaining refugees. The theme envibes the drama for what makes the main character. Overall, with a hope of the movie's ending to be a sad one, I am happy that the staffs concludes it that way, a bid of farewell remains a happy one. Im happy and contented.
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Rate : 8/10 ( for the overall sequels )
Rate : 7/10 ( for the movie chapter )



Letter 08 : Dear of the Headlights

Saturday, March 25, 2017


I offer these dehydrated tears for your betrayal
While the room corners an exchange, exact.
The small distance, then grew a demand for meaning
these gazes hint of mine.

Dances an honest pattern, he drew -
a sly smile I've always knew
This heart , so became immune
even when he says " I love you " (too)

[ kmjgs15 ] he tapped my shoulder
Caught a familiar tress pass, now he glue
" Bother me! dehydrated tears for you too "
I befriended his enemy.

" I cant trust you no longer " he said
Left unanttended for the silent war
Once, Thrice, he did it eventually
" Dear of the Headlights " that's the killer lady - 

Wednesday, March 15, 2017

the so called " second chance " will remain
a pale imitation of the first.
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 Is it because you tainted me , that I believe in this way.
or the resonating conscience of myself unforgiven.
O my Letter Sickness
 


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